Part 11 ~ When it all falls apart 
Itsuki, why did you do this to me…
I watch him shot himself, blood and entrapment. What does this mean? Is he alive?
Itsuki tell me why? 

I woke up with a jump, tomorrow the hospital plans to let me out. I look at the time, actually now. Kuro walks in and helps me up.
“Time to go home” she says as I nod, feeling those same feelings as yesterday rose within me. What is this? I thought as I was lead to a waiting car where Isshi was behind the wheel and Izumi sat next to him, Kuro puts the small bag in the boot as I sat behind Izumi silently.
“Neko-chan, how do you feel?” Izumi asks as I shrug.
“Lost and tired” I say stiffly, feeling out of character. Kuro sits next to me and gently holds my hand. We left the hospital in a dark silence. I look out the window with a frown, the sky darkens as rain threatens to fall as we arrive at my house, Kira and Haku bolt out the house and I was pulled into their embrace.
“Oh Akiina, we are so happy your home” they say as I break out of their hold and disappear inside, once I reached my room, I collapse on the bed and hug my home made Isshi [Me: Oh yea, she made one out of sheer boredom] plushie and silently fell asleep.
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[Isshi]
I watch Akiina broke out of her siblings hold without a second thought as she disappears inside. Kira suddenly breaks out into tears.
“She hates us” she cries as Haku picks up his sister and hugs her. Kuro frowns at the action of Akiina.
“She is just not herself” Kuro mutters as Izumi walks up to her and hugs the woman and gives her a kiss on the cheek. I got out of the car and tap Haku on the shoulder.
“Nani?” he says angrily as I felt myself saddened at his response. Hakus face dropped. “Sorry, just a little out of it” he says as I shake my head.
“Where is her room?” I ask as Haku tells me, I walk inside and made my way to her room and carefully open it.
~I have to tell her the truth~ I thought as I walk in.
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[Akiina]
“Why don’t you love me? Is it because of Isshi? He doesn’t love you, they only care for themselves, besides he doesn’t deserve you” Itsuki snaps as I cower on the floor.
“I don’t care if Isshi loves me or not, we are just friends” I yell back. Itsuki waves the gun around.
“He doesn’t act like it, fuck, he just wants your body” Itsuki says as anger built up within me.
“Leave Isshi out of this” I yell back as he hits me with his palm. I let out a small gasp.
“Why should I leave the fucker out? I should just kill him and we will be together” Itsuki says as I hit him with a clenched fist.
“You touch Isshi, I will kill you myself” I snap as he slams me to the ground with his shoulder and aims the gun at me.
“I love you, I want to make you my everything” he says as he steps back as I crawl further away from him.
“I don’t love you in that way” I shout in fear as he stands there and raises his gun.
“I won’t kill you, but I will destroy you” he says as he pulls the trigger. The bullet and recoil sends him flying. 

I woke up with a jump as I let out a scream. I felt someone grab me and hold me close to them as I struggle aggressively.
“Akiina, relax, its ok. It’s just a dream” a voice says as I felt myself starting to relax up against them as Kira appears at the door.
“What happened?” She asks as the person asks her to leave so we could talk and he’ll explain later. I manage to relax but still felt the cold sweat on my skin as I look up at who held me.
“Isshi-san” I call out as I suddenly hug him. Fear took over as he rubs my back in comfort.
“I’m sorry about earlier” he suddenly says as I clung onto him. I didn’t answer; I just wanted to stay like this. Isshi sensed that and remained quiet as he continues to rub my back, until I let go and faced him.
“Why?” I ask as he looks away and let out a sigh.
“Not telling you the truth, I wanted to but I don’t want to lose you again” he says as the last part became a whisper. I look at him.
“What happened to me?” I ask as he shock his head, I grab his hands and made him face me, his features were troubled by my demand. “Just tell me”
“Itsuki killed himself, he wanted to destroy you and he nearly succeeded to” Isshi suddenly says as I let go of his hands.
“So my dreams were actual memories” I say as I fell to my knees. Isshi gently sits next to me and held me close.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t want to tell you, but Kuro said…” Isshi says as I push him away. He looks up in surprise.
“Kuro this, Kuro that. I’m sick of you and her. I don’t want to see you or her again…ever, I hate you and I hate her, Stay away from me” I suddenly yell as envy took over as I left the room and lock myself in the bathroom.
“Akiina, listen to me, please come out. I just want to talk, please listen to me” Isshi begs as he knocks on the door, I continue to ignore him until someone called him away. Tears fell silently from my eyes.